Assisted Siucide

You didn't load the gun for me
Or point it at my head
Or even pull the trigger

You didn't get the knife for me
Or put it to my wrists
Or make those slits in my arms

You didn't buy those pills for me
Or put them in my mouth
Or make my swallow them down

You were the reason i pulled the trigger
The reason i slit my wrists
The reason i swallowed all those pills

You said you loved me
But you didnt really...
Now i am gone